Death

I was really shock to heard tat my sec sch friends jus died of car accident not long ago. Guess this shows life is really unpredictable. One moment u are alive, the other moment u just fall dead. Even though me and him not really close, at least we played soccer and joke together before. I still feel sad for him, pass away at such a young age.. Ya life is really short come to think it... Take care David, and rest in peace..

Hmmm this really taught me to treasure your love ones though, before its too late... Life is really short, live a meaningful life...

Alrights time to move on le, better stop myself from emoing, MOVE ON SHEM!!

Shepherds

Haha whao today is really a blessed day i find. WE got visitor today!! Lol lately the whole cg is mass inviting ppl down for service. In the end we got no one to come down. Even my contact i have work ever since from december tells me he is not interested )= sad. Well anyways really Thank God for giving us this visitor, Ryan, a Christian la but thinking of coming to NYJC. Haha well either way me and YiHui work on him throughout the service. Hmmm dunno much about his spiritual life though, but he seems quite open and friendly with us. Haha hope he joined us next time!

Whao next we went for the Shepherds Meet to attend the lessons. I seriously learn alot over there la! The teachings is applicable to me since i am a soon-to-be shepherd.(currently im still a follow- upper, dun wanna speculate now also) Hmmm well it certainly hits me, that i shld really place my sheep above anything else!! This is something i really got to commit God, an area i need help in.

On the way home, Jon Tay spoke to me and Timothy regarding shepherding. I agree with him also la, indeed shepherding is important as it is a main source of spiritual input into ones life also. Haha he also shared to us alot of things. Am really inspired by his sharings la. Well anyway after i learn all these, its time to put it into ACTION. I will give my best to be a RIGHTEOUS SHEPHERD. God i dun have the skills, all i have is the heart to want to serve the people, to care for them. Help me to understand this burden for Your people Lord. Break my heart for what breaks Yours! Here I am use me!!! =D

Thank God

Whao suddenly feel like bloggin abt the past few days experiences that have happen to me hahas

Saturday was a amazing day! Not only did God answered the prayer of AJ, we also have amazing race!! Haha abit disappointing that Si Kuan unable to join us but nvm, at least he CAME FOR SVC =) Hmmm he seems pretty sincere abt learning more, haha hope i am able to impart to him everything i know. haha OH and SR we have a new convert, Vanessa, Hallejuha!! hope she can join us for cg tml!

Anws fast forward to amazing race whao its pretty fun. Even though its tirin but its worth it!! HAha in the end we won!!( lol although we sort of cheated since we took bus =P) Haha anw wat matters is tat we are able to bond well with the visitors and new converts!! Amen! Thank God for the game masters and the ppl for making this a success!! JCNEA will grow even BIGGER!!

Hmmm sunday was a pretty tiring day. Whoa i have half a mind to reject the job Limin offered lol, super lazy la when i wake up. Urgh anw i am short of money also, bo bian have to take liao. If nt my parents will be unhappy also if i only work for like 1 time this week?? Hmm thank you Jesus for providing me with courage and skills. Thanks for blessin me really. Workin in M hotel is nt as bad i tot it will be haha. I feel quite comfortable la working there! Even though theres no friends working with me. (Linus last min nt coming) . The best is tat i got my pay on that day itself! Haha at least $36 enable me to survive for a few days. I really thank God la, for providin me with this job when i needed money the most. Hopefully my salary can come soon, need to wait until mid Feb sianz.

A New Beginning

Dear Lord,

Thank you Lord for giving us this new believer. He is really sincere and kind. Although in the past, its partly due to me that my sheep, Gao Yu, backslided. I wont let the past haunt me again tats for sure. I teach him to the best that i could! Oh Lord Jesus, watever that i lacked, pls empower me, provide me, teach me so i wont be inadequate! Thank you Lord, for your comfort and your amazing Love.


in Jesus name i pray
Amen

Love Language

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		10
Acts of Service:		6
Words of Affirmation:		6
Physical Touch:		5
Receiving Gifts:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

hmmmm jus some survey tat i did. Haha quite zhun though, guess thats my love language =P
Try it out, its quite real.

A realisation

Romans 6:12-14 "11In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus. 12Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires. 13Do not offer the parts of your body to sin, as instruments of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God, as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer the parts of your body to him as instruments of righteousness. 14For sin shall not be your master, because you are not under law, but under grace."


God thx for these reminder u gave me. I know myself tat there are some parts in my life, i am still sinning against u. Forgive me Jesus, i am really sorry. Sorry for continuous sinning against u... Lord, I wanna offer my life, my everything to u. To be used for ur kingdom come and for u alone. Thx for reminding me tat ur grace has saves me frm sins. Thanks you Jesus, for all u have done. Lord, strengthen me my mind, my soul and my heart, so that i will be more aware of the things i doing.

Amen

Whao suffered a huge blow today, the most responsive contacts i have is a Christian!! Wha that kind of feeling, is really hard to describe. A sense of disappointment and a sense of happiness. Disappointed as i work on him for quite some time, then happy cox there is OTHER CHRISTIAN IN NY!! =)

Lol move on move on! Haha anw tml will be headin down to contacts gathering le. God pls bless us with more responsive guys contacts!!

Introducing.... ME!

Helloz this is my first blog and hopefully i can be faithful in keeping this blog alive =X

Haha this blog shall hold my thoughts and my experience, a place where i can express myself out. Feel free to comment if u wan hahas.