Bday Celebration

Yea thank God for my cg for celebrating my birthday today, even though my bday is next wed. Haha today for cg me and my cg mates we went around places to places, looking for places significant to me, and video interview me. LOL met quite a few random ppl though on the journey. Am really touched by their efforts put in to make it special =)

Hmm as for this whole week, its been quite xiong for me. Have 2 SOC test, but sadly i failed both. Oh well at least i tried my best for the last one.. Gonna have rt for the time being liao, which means my sat morning will be BURNED! Next week ippt test le, gonna commit into God's hands liao, cox i really am not confident to clinch a silver.

Alrights gonna pack my stuffs liao, prepare for book in. 3 more weeks before my course ends! Persevere on!! Wont be back until next saturday then. Bye!

"Well, I don't know what will happen now. We've got some difficult days ahead. But it doesn't matter with me now. Because I've been to the mountaintop. And I don't mind. Like anybody, I would like to live a long life. Longevity has its place. But I'm not concerned about that now. I just want to do God's will. And He's allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I've looked over. And I've seen the promised land. I may not get there with you. But I want you to know tonight, that we, as a people will get to the promised land. And I'm happy, tonight. I'm not worried about anything. I'm not fearing any man. Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord." - Martin Luther King Jr

Just a few days ago, the posting for my company came out. I will be staying on as a bridge engineer. Some of my friends however will be posted out. To be honest I feel kind of "she be de" that they have left, cox quite a few of my good friends have left!

Today, during the wild wild wet event, i really spend an enjoyable time with them, my good friends. Haha its my first time to wild wild wet, its enjoyable. But seriously i dun think i be going a second time though, its tooo ex. I went there for free today tats why. Haha met kitson, ken han and yee wee there also, was quite surprise to see them. The world is so small sia! Thru out the day, me, jin heuy, terrence, desmond and shu ming been going around trying out the games. ( haha shu ming been screaming alot thru out LOL).

After the anniversary, went to e hub to walk walk. Finally im able to go there! Been passing that shopping center during my stay in tekong, but sadly no chance to visit it. Haha tat place really makes me feel tat im cut out frm the rest of the world though =X Quite alot of nice shops around oh and the chocfondule( nt sure of the spelling =P) shop is super nice! Considering im a choc addict, i bought the fruit chocolate and it really taste heavenly! haha

Its been nice hanging out with u guys man! Even though u all transferred to boat coy but still take care! Lets keep in contact and cya again!

Sacrifice

Thank God i am able to go for the extra mile for my friend today! It is tiring BUT... its better to give than to receive =D

And also thanks! Xiao Han Yang, the porriage u cooked is pretty nice! Thanks for the warmth welcome!

Emotion running wild

Just recently, i notice that i have indulged in self-pitiness. Been thinking alot and emo-ing alot about many things- my camp, my bunk mates, the tough trainings and the tekang session just to name a few. Emoing about why and what am i doing here and why have i done to deserve that.

After saturday's teaching, it really hit on me hard that by having tat kind of mentality IT ONLY WORSEN YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD! It will also destroy the aim in which God placed u there! Instead of keep blaming God that why He puts you here and such, WHY NOT have faith in Him that His plan is the best one for u? A strong man of God wont let his emotions to control him! The world says that positive thinking is the best way to live, as a Christian all the more we should be positive because somemore we have God we backs us up when we fall!!

Although i maybe the only Christian in my coy, tat does not mean i cant do anything to change that! One person can make a difference too! I need to take ownership and be active, instead of sitting around and emoing, which doesn't serves to expand His kingdom..

Hopefully this conviction that i have wont be a short term but a long term.


Haha if i emoed again, pls remind me LOL.

"The kingdom of heaven has been forcefully advancing, and forceful men lay hold of it."

Tired...

Omg i just reach home after like a long day today. After finishing my duty jiu rush home le.. SUPER tiring really... So tired that i seriously consider straight after reach home then lie on my soft bed liao. Thank God that i am able to reach home before 1am lol.

Haha quite alot of interesting things happen but paiseh not able to share them.

Nitez guys (yawns)

Leaving soon

LOL in a few hours time more i be leaving my civi life once more. Going to protect the nation by serving as a BRIDGE ENGINEER!!

Omg, i totally dunno what is tat seriously. Been hearing alot of stories about it though. Some say quite tough while some say its quite slack. Guess i wouldn't know unless i experience it myself then.

The day when i receive my posting i was quite emo-ed abt it lol. Cox its like im gonna be the only person ended in tat vocation from my platoon! So far, from what i know, none of my friends are posted there, just me alone -.-" Most of my friends are either going to spec or some other units. Which leaves me the only hope people in my vocation.

After chatting with my leaders regarding this (thanks Jie Hui and Jun Liang) , i guess its really God's plan. I though abt it thru, i mean like 70 to 80% of the people ended up as specs, why am i not 1 of them? Somemore why am i in this vocation and not others with my friends? Yea pondered alot on this issue, it really dawn on to me tat it really got to be God's plan. Probably there are things that God wanted me to accomplished over there, therefore He have chosen me. It makes me scared and excited at the same time at the though of it. Whoa i really prayed that I will have the faith, to believe His best plans for me and able to fulfill it. "For the best is yet to be.."

Im gonna cling onto this verse: Jeremiah 29:11-14