Sacrifice

Thank God i am able to go for the extra mile for my friend today! It is tiring BUT... its better to give than to receive =D

And also thanks! Xiao Han Yang, the porriage u cooked is pretty nice! Thanks for the warmth welcome!

Emotion running wild

Just recently, i notice that i have indulged in self-pitiness. Been thinking alot and emo-ing alot about many things- my camp, my bunk mates, the tough trainings and the tekang session just to name a few. Emoing about why and what am i doing here and why have i done to deserve that.

After saturday's teaching, it really hit on me hard that by having tat kind of mentality IT ONLY WORSEN YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD! It will also destroy the aim in which God placed u there! Instead of keep blaming God that why He puts you here and such, WHY NOT have faith in Him that His plan is the best one for u? A strong man of God wont let his emotions to control him! The world says that positive thinking is the best way to live, as a Christian all the more we should be positive because somemore we have God we backs us up when we fall!!

Although i maybe the only Christian in my coy, tat does not mean i cant do anything to change that! One person can make a difference too! I need to take ownership and be active, instead of sitting around and emoing, which doesn't serves to expand His kingdom..

Hopefully this conviction that i have wont be a short term but a long term.


Haha if i emoed again, pls remind me LOL.

"The kingdom of heaven has been forcefully advancing, and forceful men lay hold of it."

Tired...

Omg i just reach home after like a long day today. After finishing my duty jiu rush home le.. SUPER tiring really... So tired that i seriously consider straight after reach home then lie on my soft bed liao. Thank God that i am able to reach home before 1am lol.

Haha quite alot of interesting things happen but paiseh not able to share them.

Nitez guys (yawns)

Leaving soon

LOL in a few hours time more i be leaving my civi life once more. Going to protect the nation by serving as a BRIDGE ENGINEER!!

Omg, i totally dunno what is tat seriously. Been hearing alot of stories about it though. Some say quite tough while some say its quite slack. Guess i wouldn't know unless i experience it myself then.

The day when i receive my posting i was quite emo-ed abt it lol. Cox its like im gonna be the only person ended in tat vocation from my platoon! So far, from what i know, none of my friends are posted there, just me alone -.-" Most of my friends are either going to spec or some other units. Which leaves me the only hope people in my vocation.

After chatting with my leaders regarding this (thanks Jie Hui and Jun Liang) , i guess its really God's plan. I though abt it thru, i mean like 70 to 80% of the people ended up as specs, why am i not 1 of them? Somemore why am i in this vocation and not others with my friends? Yea pondered alot on this issue, it really dawn on to me tat it really got to be God's plan. Probably there are things that God wanted me to accomplished over there, therefore He have chosen me. It makes me scared and excited at the same time at the though of it. Whoa i really prayed that I will have the faith, to believe His best plans for me and able to fulfill it. "For the best is yet to be.."

Im gonna cling onto this verse: Jeremiah 29:11-14

POP

Orion Company platoon 4
( lol can spot me??)


FINALLY the day HAS COME!! POP!! =D

The day that i have been waiting for has finally came. Everyday during camp i really hope that this day will come soon, haha but not as much as ORD though lol.

While feeling excited at the same time a tinge of sadness follows.. Yea guess i'm gonna miss alot of things from bmt. Haha i definitely miss the people tat makes my life in bmt so fun and exciting though. Platoon 4 u guys rox!! Plus our section commanders too, all whom impacted us one way or another. They are a nice bunch of ppl to add it on.

The last days in bmt is especially high! Cameo cream, prickly heat powder and shaving cream, bombs all are flying everywhere, aiming at those unaware pedestrians. Lol i one of the victim of this pranks also. But i pity the commanders more though =X

Thru out this bmt, it really teaches me to treasure the time spent with my families and friends. Time is just so limited. Haha now having block leaves, 2 weeks of breaks, ironically now i dunno how to spend my time.

The time that we shared, the bonds that have made, the shit that we have been thru, the unreasonable things that we have done, all this will never be forgotten... Farewell Orion 4!

Songs

this is a song which really touch my heart, just meditate on the lyrics and its really comforting

Who am I : by Casting Crowns

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Book Out!

Whooo hoooooo!!! Back to civilian life!!!!!! Home is really the best place to be, now i am able to realise that.

Its really been an experience these past few weeks, haha i have survived! lol. Hmm due to some problems in my handphone, i am unable to reply all the msges the people have sent me. Sorry if i never reply but thanks for all ur care and concerns though! Really appreciated it =D

Went to bridge road and service today. Also to catch up with some of my friends from church, whao somethings will never change man =P lol i shan't comment on my appearance though.

In less than 24 hours time i be leaving spore once again, but for now, just wanna enjoy my last day at home.